原谅自己尴尬的醉酒行为

我在自我宽恕几个月后在酒糟糕的一天。奇怪这篇文章和阅读别人的故事在评论栏已经让我感觉好一点我想只有公平的份额。
我亲爱的最好的朋友付我来访问和出席一个事件与她和她的朋友——这周的兴奋。那天,我第一次尝试用龙舌兰酒(坏主意)和喝挂了,我失去了知觉。第二天,我发现我做了一些很可怕的事情;推人,试图开始打架,骂她的朋友基本上只是一个* *的一天。酒精通常没有这个影响我和涂料非常罕见。我觉得我能够原谅自己容易在不同的情况下这样的但让我最好的朋友让我不舒服,我的胃月晚=(她已经原谅了我,但它将使我甚至更多的时间来原谅自己。

我毁了圣诞节再次因为酒!奶奶的!夏天,我开始一个新的关系“17…最后,我遇到了我的梦中情人…我崇拜他,然而他不是感觉还是一样的对我……特别是在这个圣诞夜集。我不能喝....朴素、简单的和我完全尴尬的行为……非常沮丧,因为我失去了他。让我们回到几个月后我们见面....第一集… We were having drinks and once again I had way more than I could handle and insecurity not feeling good enough started creeping in.... Started telling him to go back to his ex and family and that he didn't love me. The next day I felt so ashamed...and apologized. He forgave me thank goodness. Now lets one year ago.... Episode 2... We are fairly new couple, our first Christmas together- we were head over heels for eachother and so happy that we found eachother (we are in our 40's and was new to the dating game ) A couple of nights before Christmas I had my friend in town for the holidays so naturally she came over to visit me. This is the first time for her meeting him and we had a blast! Then another friend came over ( was not invited by me but by the friend who was visititing) I had recently just started talking again to this "friend" after over a year of not talking so our relationship was still shaky. By the time she arrived I was already buzzing pretty good and my crazy mind was going...I could feel insecurity running thru my mind. Both of the friends left for a moment to go grab ice. During that time I lashed out at my boyfriend accusing him starring at the friend #2... Screaming at him that he was smittened with her etc.... saying some pretty mean things that he did not deserve He ended up leaving my house and I continued to drink by myself , In a rage... throwing presents, crying etc. This continued well into the next day. My neighbor called the cops and I received a noise complaint and a fine. I don't remember talking to the police at the door. My daughter filled me with the details as she came to my house at some point during my drinking bindge... After 2 days of drinking, it was time for me to hide in my bed, die with a hangover and hate myself for my behavior. My boyfriend came back, and told me he loved me and took care of me. He forgave me for my actions. I was so grateful that he still loved me. We put it behind us and enjoyed what was left of the holidays. Now lets move onto Episode 3 ... In May we went to Cuba for a week.... 2 Nd day in once again I drank too much and started a fight....that he wasn't attracted to me , that he didn't love me and so on. Needless to say he was hurt and upset with me a didn't talk to me for a good day... I apologized once again and asked him if we can please just enjoy the rest of our trip and It's best that I don't drink too much... We started speaking to eachother but through the rest of the trip it was off... I could feel the distance...I really fucked up and he was pulling away from me ... We arrived home and things started to get back to loving normalcy for us..... Months go by and we are back to the lovingcouple that I adored until one night this November....we are having wine....again I am drinking way too much... Started getting rude and saying mean things...shit he doesn't deserve. He told me he hates when I drink that I am a different person and that he is sick of it. He went to bed.... I slept on the couch. He didn't speak to me for a good couple of days...I begged him for his forgiveness and that I was sorry again... He told me the next time I treat him like that again that he is done with me. That he is not putting up with it.... he says in one breath that I am an alcoholic then says he don't care if I drink but I can't act the way I do and treat him so horribly or hes gone .... Now lets bring you to this Christmas Eve.... We go out, finish our shipping, come home have a beautiful seafood dinner and WINE..... Well I guess u know what happens next... Yep I drink too much and we are fighting , screaming at eachother.... He smashed our pictures.... Told me we were done..( as he said would happen if this shit happened again).... Woke up the next day (Xmas day) and cried ....so ashamed .... Gifts still sitting under our tree, him not speaking to me, my family worried about us, it is 4 days after the he does not want to talk to me. I have tried to communicate with him but he doesn't want to talk to me I seriously ruined it....I have contacted AA for some help.... I know full well I cannot drink...That it had ruined and will continue to ruin everything in my life. I have been feeling ashamed, sad, angry, lonely for days...all because of my alcoholic behavior. I Quit... I am done. I have a long road ahead of me but I will do this. Losing my love may be the savoir I need. Kills me that I hurt him so much.... So ashamed but hopefully in time we will both heal. Thanks for listening to me. Be good to one another xo

两天前我去了我女朋友的家人圣诞晚会。这是我第三次和她在一起。他们每年都有一个。我与我的朋友见面之前我女朋友那里。我有Steelie和我哥们和一个高大的梯形冰然后我去见见我的女朋友。
她能告诉我有点陶醉的但是我说我很好。她停在了加油站的路上,有一个budlight。最佳答案当我们进入她的叔叔的房子所有的家庭已经有和我拿啤酒,酒吧(她的叔叔在他的房子建在酒吧很酷)反正我开始喝。晚上还在继续,我想我已经三杯啤酒然后我注意到威士忌一杯威士忌。然后另一个。这是所有的藏酒,我记得那天晚上喝。
不管怎样一段时间后,她告诉我我需要慢下来,因为我一个醉鬼,我得到了人们的神经。但显然我没有停止。第二天我醒来在我的床上,他们告诉我的故事发生了什么。
显然我几乎落在她的阿姨和她的姑姑的newbord宝贝,她的一个其他家庭成员告诉她让我远离她13岁的儿子因为我是在跟他说话,醉酒和咒骂。我不记得离开。但是她告诉我她的一个姑姑的breathalyzed 0.27我和我。
她说我们离开,我太醉回家(我们住在一起我的父母和我已经回家好战的罢工2)所以我们遇到了一些朋友,去了一个朋克,我猜我和每个人都跑上跑下的停车场,像一个该死的傻瓜。他们发现我与一群人我以为我知道,但当我表哥发现我的人说“谢谢你让她我们甚至不知道她是谁”。我发誓我知道他们idk。我有一些闪回,但是我不知道什么是真实的。显然我和我的女朋友吵架,说伤人的大便,然后我试图打我最好的朋友之一的头。像idk他们说我被真的可怕然后有时搞笑真的该死的烦人。我的女朋友她说我不好意思那么糟糕的家庭圣诞晚会和我认真自我感觉如此糟糕,那天晚上。我让自己看起来像个傻子。我有一个酒精问题但我acknolodge但我不想成为一个酒鬼。我希望能够喝,而不是黑色但每一次我说我可以有一些啤酒和寒冷它总是变成我搞砸了我不记得事情做愚蠢和尴尬的事情让人生气。 Everyone knows that when I start drinking they're gonna have to deal with my dumbass. I always wake up with such bad hangovers. I can't drink in moderation.
我试图打我妈妈的一个晚上。我想我需要治疗。我只是伤心。

感谢分享每个人。我感觉糟透了。昨晚我告诉一个女孩f。我错了,只是对她粗鲁地对我说话。就像好吧我错了,但你不必是不礼貌的。所以现在我将粗鲁但我走得太远了。
总是有一些道理你说什么当你喝醉了。指出我有一个问题在处理这个在现实生活中。
在圣诞晚会的结束工作。大多数人已经是一个陌生人。我感到很羞愧难堪。担心找工作,我会毁了我的事业。
计划的事情与别人相比经历也许听起来不坏。我一直在努力工作,就像……真的吗?Wtf你在干什么。我做很多其他的事情我不喝醉时骄傲的生活,但是不要太多。
我要试着原谅自己。我不会道歉,因为它是一个陌生人。祈祷的女孩承认,我是一个喝醉酒的傻瓜,不往心里去。
对于那些屈辱的故事。我同情你。我们都犯了错误。你会过去的。如何?通过学习。你可以改变。如果你重复这个过程,你可以再试一次。这永远不会停止。

嗨。我真的需要帮助我继续我的工作,一切都很好。我很紧张因为我的老板的家人因为他们只是汉族的3我工作的地方。反正一秒我没有好下一分钟我就在医院哭了我的老板。我不知道发生了什么事我完全昏过去了,我很尴尬,记住我是第二个最小的,但不管怎样,我今天去上班,非常害怕和尴尬,但我的老板给我上周末问我是如何,我向她的女儿,和我的同事道歉但是我还是很害怕。我要工作,她说我很讨厌你我受不了看着你。你对每个人都毁了一晚。和听力这一切真的让我想结束我的生命。我有抑郁症,我喝到麻木的感觉但我过去的好我在每天晚上,我试图自杀,但警察拦住了我,我没有告诉我的老板或任何人的这事只有我的同事在工作。我只有19岁,我毁掉了一切我的老板不喜欢我所以不她的整个家庭,他们有权但我不知道发生了什么一分钟我不跟这个人,他给我买一个喝我们相处,我被告知我几乎不能走路,我一直在哭,想说的东西但不出来,然后我开始有一个适合我老板的女儿面前的。 But before tht apparently I was trying to bite my wrists. And no one knew why. But when they said tht to me I know why would do that. I scratched and bite wrists when I was in high school to try and kill myself and I do it when I get very low and go into a dark place and I’m afraid I’m in it again anf I cant find my way out. And the only way to get out if the embarrassment is to end my life. I guess the answer I’m hopjng for is maybe someone’s has done something like this before and if so how’s long do you feel this way. Cos I really need help and don’t be know how to ask.

我也有一个愚蠢的醉酒的一刻,我感到很羞愧和尴尬. .那天晚上我和朋友出去了,然后当他们回家我掉落在酒吧遇到一个我的女朋友…我已经prettt喝醉了我不知道为什么我当时不回家……所以我去了酒吧,我失去了控制tonz镜头和饮料tonz我完全屏蔽。第二天,我的朋友告诉我,我完全浪费我觉得睡着了在板凳上了一些人,然后试图触及一些女孩,我都被踢了出来,然后问某人回家……和幸运回家好....第二天我感觉如此糟糕因为它不是第一次somethingbad发生. .我决定戒酒,但是我只是想能够原谅自己那夜停止思考

我喝了上周末以来首次新年酒精不太合我意;我又一次证明了为什么我不应该有烦恼。每次我喝,出于某种原因,我和我的伙伴在一个论点。它从来没有她,总是我最愚蠢的原因。我真的爱她,会杀了我如果我失去了她,她的意思是世界但每次我喝,我为embarras,可怕的,我不明白为什么她会跟我吗?她喜欢和她的朋友们出去喝一杯,跳舞,和我出现时,她感到安全,但它似乎总是以同样的方式结束不管我喝什么,只是把我讨厌的。我爱这个女孩,我想跟她出去跳舞,祝你有美好的时间,但我觉得如果我继续她不会留在我身边,因为为什么还要她吗?我不故意这样做的,醒来时被告知和阅读我刚刚发送的消息让我感觉我的胃生病了,因为我说的是真实的事情。抱歉的我吃得如此之饱,我感觉我不能说这就足够了,因为伤害已经造成。那是我第一次见到她最好的朋友和她的搭档,而我只会让自己看起来像个公鸡都因为我嫉妒了一些虽然是有点醉了,开始了. . I just wish this hadnt have happened, drunk me just seems to overthink without the thinking and just acts on things that arent even true. Right now I dont know what to do, I love my girlfriend so much and I don't want her to leave; but at the same time, I dont want to make her have to put up with this each time she'd like us to have a drink together, so i think im screwed :(

我回来了!是的在凌晨3是46,我消失。是的,我出去喝各种各样的朗姆酒和龙舌兰酒。哦,今晚的特性,我四处告诉人们各种各样的东西我并没有真正使他们看起来不错。因为你知道我只是自己不够好我是谁我要更好的冷却器那么我的东西。我记录的原因,所以其他人可能会发现一些Soace他们并不孤单。我很羞愧我和我所做的一切。昨晚我妻子很生气当她离开,我没有给f * * * ?这一切都是我的错都是我的责任。24小时前我在这或更少更少的尴尬。 Just so you know my wife is probably going to leave me because my drinking. And I don't blame her one bit. How can I expect her to watch somebody she loves kill themselves slowly each day. Just when I thought things were going to get any worse LOL guess what? My worst nightmare Happened. I'm such a loser! My sweet wife just wants me to be healthy and sober. And she's just tired of the alcohol? She works so hard, deserve way better than me. Like I said this morning, I went right out and bought another bottle. I lied to people for no reason, I'm the worst sorry excuse for a human!

谢谢每个人,你所有的痛苦,衷心的故事真的让我觉得我不是一个人。我喝。我喝很多,我每天都喝,早上。我喜欢龙舌兰酒,只知道怎么派对。今天醒来的时候,我正在做我每天自己打在感觉最大的输家。我真的很想放弃,我不能?吓屎我了。我用美沙酮治疗疼痛,我每天晚上喝一品脱或更多?我怕我可能会睡觉,永远不要醒来?很多事情我希望能收回,只是这恶梦,我不能控制!奶奶的! I've got to get through today and not drink! I have to but I'm probably gonna go get a fucking bottle as soon as the liquor store opens. I feel so useless.

我尴尬喝醉了昨晚在宴会工作,它吃了我。
我很高兴这篇文章和评论;非常有利于我处理尴尬的感觉。
谢谢你！

后悔在过去的两年。我真的很需要帮助。我深深的后悔酒后行为。首先,我接触HIV阳性状态之前大量的村民和成为一个笑柄。我在抑郁和陷入更多的喝。我曾经侮辱一个家庭的朋友,谁是我的爸爸的agemate和人帮助我的家人准备她的婚礼婚礼委员会主席。我不知道该做什么。我不知道从哪里开始。从未去过我的村庄。哦,我该怎么办? Can I be forgiven?? my reputation that was good is spoilt. Please I need an advice.

感谢分享每个人。我尴尬的自己在过去的12年里,酒精使我花了很多时间在失足青年/监狱。每一个我做出糟糕的决定是由于酒精。去年(2018年3月)时间我喝醉了,我开始打几个人同时在一个聚会上我男朋友的8年和我们的4个孩子。我打已婚男人,而他们的妻子在那里?虽然我不认为他们听到我。我男朋友几乎让我但他对我的爱真我不会让他。我为他感到很难过,但我不能让他走。c我觉得我将孤独地死去,如果我做,我甚至没有朋友或家人因为我破坏所有关系而醉:“(上次我喝了大约两个月前独自在家,我不记得一件事。我只是醒来与尿液浸泡:-(我2岁和我在床上,我撒尿,污渍几乎涵盖了女王的床垫。 I just thank the highest power that my boyfriend wasn't here to witness due to being out with his friend. I have a history of flipping out on him when I'm drunk and I don't know why bc. I love that man more than anything in this world. All I know is that I have to leave drunkenness in the past (I'm 26) and I'm almost 1000% sure I can do it b c I'm tired of hating myself and ruining my own life. Thank God my kids haven't felt the full effect of it.. I have more stories fo anyone who needs to hear some more in order to feel better

星期五下午我出去和同事的饮料,也最终变成4杯酒和三个镜头。不幸的是,我是其中的一个人,不能停止一旦我开始,我继续。当我回到家,我决定在附近散步,最后在酒后与三个不同的邻居。我的丈夫告诉我,我是当着我的面发誓一个邻居的孩子。我不记得这些。这是我第一次喝了一年,因为我怀孕了,我们的第二个孩子。我觉得很尴尬和羞愧。我要向她道歉,但我觉得现在大家都认为我邻居喝醉了因为愚蠢的一天。我绝对不喝了,因为它似乎并不导致任何有趣的我了,只是羞耻和尴尬。

一个星期前我参加了一个同事聚会在下午5点开始。我开始喝酒,当我到达那里,一切都好,直到晚会结束10点左右。当我走进出租车回家,我打电话给我的一个朋友,看看他想出去。他说:是的,他会接我从我的房子。我很醉,他来接我,但我知道我是好的,因为我记得一切。我们到达酒吧时,我记得我开始变得糟糕了。我有闪回看到我认识的人在酒吧,但不记得我是如何表演或我在说什么。我知道我是一个很慷慨的人当我喝酒,我记得当我看到了我认识的人,我将提供给他们买饮料。一部分的我记得是我买饮料在酒吧里有人和我的信用卡被拒绝。显然,我犯了太多的交易卡那一天和我的银行决定打断我。我对我的行为强调非常糟糕的今天晚上,原因很多。 First, I've lived in this town for a long time and have been know to be "that guy" at the bar who is always super drunk. Second, a large portion of the people that live in this town go to the place I work at and I remember seeing a lot of them that night. Third, I have had a lot of problems with alcohol in my past. I have been known to do ridiculous things when I am blacked out and I'm pretty sure that this time was no different. My friend that I went to the bar with ending up leaving shortly after we arrived so he wasn't there that long. He called me the next day to make sure I got home okay because he said I was "real fucked up" and was "being real generous towards people by buying them drinks." The thing I'm worried about is that I can't remember what time my card got declined and I'm pretty sure I stayed at that bar until closing time at 1:30 a.m., so I'm hoping that I didn't do anything too bad after that happened. Something small like that can trigger me to act completely different when I am intoxicated. The reason I am stressing so much is because it was such a long black out and I cannot remember how I acted or who saw me. I just know that I saw a lot of people I knew there and a lot of people I do know, go to this bar every weekend. It's been over a week and I haven't drank since and do not plan to. I'm worried though because this has happened before and I wouldn't drink for a few months, but then repeat this behavior after I have gotten over it. This has happened too many times and I'm now 28 years old and sick of feeling the shame and embarrassment of things I do when I am drinking. Maybe I am just overthinking it because I had so much of a blackout that I am just assuming the worst had happened. Whatever the case may be, I am tired of being that drunk idiot at the bar and feeling so humiliated that I never want to show my face in public again. I'm almost too scared to know what happened that night because I am afraid of what people are going to say. This is not how I want to be remembered.

我现在死于羞愧和内疚。我的丈夫的家人都为我的生日,我喝得太多了。我的丈夫指责我挑逗他的朋友,我不认为我做的。然后我说这么多可怕的事情我的丈夫和他的家人,我尖叫起来,发誓,只是说最丢脸的事情。我丈夫的家人说如果他不离开我他们也必不认他。的5天,我仍然对自己的行为极度焦虑。我睡不着,因为每次我闭上眼睛,我得到重现。我觉得恶心,恶心。我不是那个人,不知道如何处理知道我采取这种方式。我现在发誓戒除酒精。

我很惭愧。我与烈性酒混合知道把我逼疯了。我只疯狂的向我的男朋友,我已经8年了。我变得如此疯狂,想打击他在全党面前为7月4日我最好的朋友的房子。我感到如此悲伤和恶心。我真的很想戒酒,我要做的我希望我能坚强,不放弃。醉酒不好处我和这让唯一我爱的人恨我,不跟我说话。我希望我们能改正,我希望我可以坚强,不会再喝。

昨天,我和我的男朋友是在一个朋友家里酗酒,我们通常做的。我没有工作,没有多吃一整天。我浪费了但没有太坏,只是大声,有点讨厌。一切都很好,直到我们进入这个超级。我们一直在游泳池里整天当超级到达我只有我的比基尼上衣和短裤…还不错吧?(我没有回忆我的男朋友必须通知我的,从这一点上)很显然我觉得是可爱的秀我的乳房,试着得到我男朋友在后座上。愚蠢的醉酒,响亮而含糊不清的话。说我想操他,我是多么淫荡的。当我们终于回家当然我们所有的邻居们聊天。然后我下车看起来像一块真正的大便试图跳上我的男朋友。 I embarrassed my boyfriend and now I am mortified. Completely disgusted with myself. Alcohol has always caused me problems in life but for some reason I still drink. Why do I do this to myself?

哇!我很高兴我找到你们!在过去的一年里我有一个焦虑对巨大的混乱的街区聚会去年夏天!这是我们第二年在附近,没有人真正知道我们。我通常不喝那么多我有一些葡萄酒和我的丈夫一直告诉我停止喝酒但这位女士一直给我果冻拍摄这是当一切去拉屎。顶部的抑郁在一些非常敏感的问题,我喝醉了,愚蠢的决策;像说愚蠢的狗屎,几乎吻女士的嘴唇,从我丈夫和躲避他等的时候邻居们威胁说要叫警察。我觉得超级尴尬我今年不会参加,因为在这里没有人会对我说你好,但是他们从未发送一个邀请。所以现在我只想死于尴尬。我希望我就像弗兰克从““无耻的”但我不....好像我这里搞砸了超过其他任何人。我猜我住的地方的人超级审判的但我打赌他们也搞砸了至少一次在他们的生活的,我知道这是我的行动,都是我的错,这是真正的家庭聚会甚至没人跳舞虽然他们雇佣一个乐队。 Never in my life I messed up that bad. I have to live with it now learn from it and just be careful with drinking alcohol.....

今天我感觉很糟糕。我有一个约会和一个女孩我喜欢和她可爱的我和她是美丽的!最后经过几周的每天说话,连接我们安排酒吧约会。我如此紧张由于会议这样一个美丽nicr我愚蠢的女人决定买4瓶啤酒,喝3和以前有她在出租车上!非常愚蠢的决定我整天不吃,由于工作和急于做好准备。
我浪费了一半,当我遇见她,她好心有一瓶酒等我当我到达。我抓起瓶子,倒了2大杯酒,我很爱它一次又一次的倒另一个.....她是可爱的,我们真的连接但可怕的事情发生了。
我昏倒了喝醉了,4个小时后回到现实没有该死的知道发生了什么。我醒来的城市独自一人在街上!然后我低头看着我的电话,有几个电话她和Snapchat小姐叫我“疯狂的和她不再感兴趣”我回答问为什么....然后她开始告诉我我自己做了一个完整的屁股在酒吧里,我离开她,她独自一人在那里!显然跑回到了一个多小时后,接着说话对她疯狂。Snapchat她阻止我,我仍然醉酒愚蠢决定打电话给她我文本她10倍以上50倍从解释自己是彻头彻尾的卑鄙的我甚至不能说我对她说.....什么然后我开始得到更多的醉坐在一条胡同里,哭着我我精神崩溃的样子。人接近我问我是否需要帮助。
我跑回家,哭了,我的家人说愚蠢的事情现在他们不能让它把自己的头和我今天早上醒来感觉如此糟糕。可怜的女孩不值得这种行为。我不仅毁了任何机会与她但我说卑鄙可耻的事情,现在我完全疯狂。我说吃了我,我不能原谅我自己我说我是可怜的女孩。
我现在不会喝哟,多余的,也不应我甚至尝试另一个日期,直到我得到我需要的帮助:(

我很惭愧上周末我创建的场景。进入一个愚蠢的竞争和我的一个朋友。喝了这么多,我什么都不记得了。没有勇气去面对我的朋友第二天。我失去了自我尊重。更重要的是我认为我失去了尊重我的朋友之一。如何克服这种感觉吗?

我很高兴今天与我的家人。我叫萨宾人生活在美国,我的丈夫离开我好3年了,我爱他那么多,我一直在寻找办法让他回来。我已经尝试了许多选择,但他没有回来,直到我遇到了一个朋友冲我Dr.love施法者,谁帮我带回我的丈夫2周后。今天我和我的丈夫幸福的生活在一起,那个人是伟大的,你可以通过电子邮件联系他oduguspellcaster@gmail.com现在我将建议任何严重的人发现自己在这样的问题现在联系他没有压力的快速解决方案。他总是你好,现在我打电话给他的父亲。现在联系他他总是在线电子邮件oduguspellcaster@gmail.com

我很高兴今天与我的家人。我叫萨宾人生活在美国,我的丈夫离开我好3年了,我爱他那么多,我一直在寻找办法让他回来。我已经尝试了许多选择,但他没有回来,直到我遇到了一个朋友冲我Dr.love施法者,谁帮我带回我的丈夫2周后。今天我和我的丈夫幸福的生活在一起,那个人是伟大的,你可以通过电子邮件联系他oduguspellcaster@gmail.com现在我将建议任何严重的人发现自己在这样的问题现在联系他没有压力的快速解决方案。他总是你好,现在我打电话给他的父亲。现在联系他他总是在线电子邮件oduguspellcaster@gmail.com

我发现自己太醉了,遗憾,尴尬的事情。
昨晚我在酒吧里,不得不由保镖因为我太浪费了。几周前,我得到了超级浪费和上床,显然在半夜醒来就开始数落我的朋友脚是谁睡在我的沙发上。还有一次我喝醉了在半夜醒来,生气我朋友客厅的角落。
肯定这是我最遗憾的事情。我从来没有意味着酒后或滥交,但我的问题总是太醉,马虎失去平衡口齿不清,这经常发生,尽管大多数时候我喝它不会发生;它仍然发生了太多我想戒烟酒在一起但我有太多的乐趣。
21岁了,仍在努力控制酒而不是让它控制我了。

我居然喝醉了一次公共图书馆离我家街上,开始玩音乐超级大声在我的笔记本电脑。一位女士请让我把它下来,我回答说:“你很快就会关闭”。另两人走到我面前问我把它下来,我说的“你要做什么! ! !”To which the gentleman replied "I will call the sheriff's department" and then I just started saying "That's a low blow bro!" Over and over. I promptly gathered my things and left and then started insulting all the librarians as I walked out. Soooooo embarrassing in retrospect. I know that not as bad as some of these atories but I honestly love the library and was even thinking of working here cause it is such a beautiful location and I am a bibliophile. Probably not going to happen. O want to write a letter of apology to them library staff for my behavior.

它的困难。因为对我来说,如果我喝醉,但不该做错什么事我仍然得到相同的羞愧当过去我做过坏事。我知道当我看到喝醉的人仅仅是真的喝醉了或者是做愚蠢的事情。我几乎马上忘掉它,它不打扰我。但当我得到一个下沉的感觉恐惧。我更多当我喝所以担心人们如何看我。奇怪的我认为大多数的折磨后我们做了思考,只会让事情变得更糟。但其不以这种方式思考和感觉

我只是疯狂的e * *自己面前的这个星期六只有2我的表兄弟accuaitences和东西到我的男朋友在电话里交谈,是的在墨西哥开始给家人打电话哭像一个完整的傻瓜omg多么尴尬啊! !固执的我的男朋友等我现在感觉坏cusin这样为什么我不喜欢踢与你当你喝醉了你这么积极,一片混乱! !我生气因为她太多了喝超过我但是她类型不照顾我scre她任何你的好(主持)你知道原谅你的糖果,没有人是完美的! !

你的故事还没有帮助我关于我的醉stoopers感觉更好。我犯了一个巨大的* *自己无数次,但这一事件比他们所有人。所以我和我最好的朋友去她的兄弟万圣节派对。我有严重的社会焦虑,我倾向于喝多我应该如果我周围的人我不知道。在聚会上我没有羞辱自己除了有点大声,试图得到一个同性恋男人的数字。啊。无论如何,这个问题是我回家的时候。我什么都不记得了。我醒来第二天上午10点与一个文本从我的朋友,说要删除我Snapchat故事。我发布了什么? ! I posted videos of me topless, saying really nasty, dirty, provocative things. I also posted 3 topless pictures of me. All my co-workers and friends were on my Snapchat. They all saw it. Even better, there were 12 screenshots of me! I quickly delwted everything Even though the damage was already done. I was so mortified. Best of all, I broke up with my bf a few weeks before this and his friend saw my snaps and told him all about it. Way to kick a horse while its down. I still cringe thinking about it.

不是每个人,但我可能会得奖。我想开始b添加我6 5,狂热的体育爱好者和大约285磅。所以,在这里。
我和女朋友一个酒庄/温啤酒去见她的父母朋友/饮料和户外运动,看到它是第一个春天的美好的一天。我们度过了一个美好的下午,玩棋盘游戏,喝这个酒庄外的,约10人。几个小时后我们决定回去啊,他朋友的房子和对她的父母说晚安。所以,我买了啤酒和披萨的情况下每个人,老实说,我想啊,留个好印象的人接近我已喜欢的女人。我回来后和她的朋友们otdiwnd从拿起披萨,永远改变了我的夜晚。现在我可能喝了十几个啤酒在几个小时的食物量。她的朋友的男朋友给我的杰克蜂蜜。虽然每个人都看着我的庆祝,我不认为如果这是一个坏主意。我带着它,另一个。那一刻是我记得的最后一刻,直到我记住选址在警车的后面,被送往县监狱。 Thy night, I was told I tried jumping off a 40 foot balcony, pushed my gf, split my head open somehow, had my gf's friend chase me around town for 2 hours, trying to calm me down, I ripped a railing off a house, attempted to punch out a windshield(no f-ing idea) and verbally berated everyone. To boot, I was pulled over, driving the opposite direction from my house, earning my first DUI. It has been 1 week since this happened. Every time I think about this, the deepest amount of depression sets in. My girlfriend, who I adore imennsley, has her friends not talking to her, and haven't said to her she should break up oth me, but it doesn't need to be said. I have treated this girl like my queen, with respect and honesty, aside of a bad 3 hour time frame. I don't know how to get over this, she breaks down crying every few hours, she doesn't want us to break up, but even tho I feel I was drugged or something and can't remember any of this, it will be the reasocso man things happen differently in my life. I feel like a complete waste of life. But letting er go will ply hurt her more and I know I'm far better of a man than got I was that night. Any feedback would be greatly appreciated.Nate.diehl50@yahoo.com

我有一些令人尴尬的醉酒的时刻,我想分享,因为这可能会帮助我。我们有一个单类事件和我带着我的整个群组。我很马虎喝醉了。很多晚上从我的记忆中。但是我记得是粘到人很多。我不知道多远的东西去了。但是我被赶出了酒吧,他发信息说我问我回家好了。我看着他fb的资料,原来他是结婚了。班里的每个人都知道这但我新的所以我没有。其余的我不记得了,但都是坏我肯定。 Sos.

我在我的朋友gatho大约15的我的好朋友。我喝醉了,我一个人。似乎不像一个大交易,也不是第二天早晨,当我的朋友告诉我我所做的所有的东西。周一的时候,我面对这家伙屁股拍打我的最好的朋友,因为她显然不喜欢它。注意这个人打了我朋友的屁股是一样的家伙喜欢我了2年,但被困在最好的朋友圈,直到我碎他的心得到一个男朋友。我告诉他一些尊重,他则通过比较他拍打她的屁股在我喝醉了接吻的家伙。我甚至问人是好的,为了确保我没有得到混合信号。不过打了我朋友的屁股的家伙(让叫他Dave)暴露了我(或者试图,我不确定,因为我不知道如果这是事实)跟我一起出来说,(让叫他鲍勃)没有想吻我,所有这些其他的东西。在剩下的时间我刚大便(纯粹是开玩笑但仍然伤害)主要来自男人和东西。我只是矛盾是否真理,戴夫说了什么。 Because my best friend told me she also asked Bob if he even wanted to and he said yeah. I’m not sure if Dave was embarassed and just wanted to retaliate by making a lie and telling everyone about it or if t was the truth.

我很尴尬和羞愧。我在做那么好,一起生活,直到我上周又开始喝酒。星期六我和这个可爱的家伙我周围的混乱停止了。我好久没见过他3周之后他交付,他问我什么时候离开,我告诉他4因此他喜欢我仍然会存在,停止,和拜访我。所以我转变后,不知道为什么我决定喝。它打我时,我停止了商店,他在剩下的是一片模糊。我被逮捕了在他面前,我记得他跟警察和我的车拖走了。我只有保护性拘留但我从少数人聚集,我差点跑过去有人和我刮掉我的新二手车。可怕的,我觉得很愚蠢。我住在一个小镇,我太尴尬。 I wonder what he thinks of me now. I don't want to see him or face anyone for awhile but unfortunately I work in public and have to face it. Such a humiliating ordeal I just wanna cry and cry.

我昨晚很醉,我毁了这家伙的21 bday聚会。我跌倒,滚在地上,周围抓住男人的阴茎和草率的侵略性和卑劣的即使我有男朋友,我啤酒洒在门廊上几次。我做了一个傻瓜自己大声和讨厌的

我希望分享将从那天晚上帮助我恢复。
我出去和我的未婚夫,他朋友的30日。我已经度过了漫长的一天在工作(周六加班),和没有吃多少。5杯酒,然后一个可怕的混合物为我们三个创建一些随机的女孩。
葡萄酒# 4,我真的是非常对的金发女孩(朋友生日的人)跟我的未婚夫(在我的前面,我怀疑他尝试任何事情,即使被轻浮的女孩我是正确的)。我开始很显然闪我的戒指和大声叫他我的未婚夫,宣布我们结婚基本上标记在他们面前我的领土,直到他们走了。他羞辱,他后来告诉我,难过他最多,,他是真的被我的嫉妒;他侮辱了我的缺乏信任,我的推断,他甚至会考虑这样的尴尬,人们看到我表演所以别人很害怕他会因此控制你的人结婚,所以没有安全感。无论如何。
生日我们都离开了酒吧,去了男孩的家,我跳15分钟前通过在沙发上,腿敞开的传播。几乎一个人做了一个评论,我的未婚夫和他打起来了。他后来解释说,这家伙不是原油,但叫我胖。我把重量放在最近和我非常非常清醒,这只是增加了羞辱。这是正确的在房间的中心,我窘迫的考虑我的穿着,我一定看起来像什么,他们必须说。人们嘲笑我。
FI带我进卧室,让我休息。一个漂亮的女孩(可怕的喝的人)坐与我,给我水,照顾我,告诉我,我们都在这里,没关系。我哭了,告诉她我感觉受到了侮辱,我从来没有这样做。我从未变得如此糟糕。她说这是好的。我扔在浴室,谢天谢地。我觉得未婚夫帮助我,但它可能是女孩,我不确定。回到房间,突然开始对FI大吼大叫的时候,叫他的肛门和女孩说话,他怎么敢,我是荡妇,等等(这些女孩也在家里,可能听到每一个字)。房间里的人是好的,帮助FI和我其他的朋友,但是他就像在FI okkkayyyy,当我开始尖叫。通过聚会我风暴,跌倒,哭泣,前门,几乎摔下楼梯,到街上。 I can see people looking over the balcony at me.
FI跟着我,对着我喊道,试图让我的路。我只是继续(我这样做当我喝醉了,我只是运行在街上像一个逃亡者。我不知道我在逃离,但就像我不能停止。这是危险和荒谬的)。我记得他生气,他说他不想和我结婚了,他不能处理这个问题。他招手叫了辆出租车,但我没有我的包。他让我在出租车上,给了我30美元并将出租车了。
其余的是好的,我想,这不是在公共场合,我们都失去了睡眠,这是可以原谅的。在聚会上但我羞辱我们。这些是他的亲密朋友,我新。他们不知道我,但我感觉他们喜欢我。现在他们看到我这个疯狂、嫉妒、紧贴心理后drunk-cries和传递出一些饮料。这就是他们会记得我。这样他就会知道他的朋友记得我。我觉得我完全疏远了我们俩从他的圆。
昨天我们在家里度过,恢复——从饮酒,和耻辱。
我不认为结婚的,但大便我觉得我们不能回去。我意识到别人喝醉了,但我是唯一一个真实的场景。不仅是我一个人羞辱自己,但她的男人——他们的朋友。
我不仅毁了自己的友谊与这些人但他。这是不可原谅的事情,我最惭愧的事,最怕污染了我们的关系。他告诉我他爱我,他非常善良和温柔的与我,但我可以看到他的羞愧。我可以看到他的关心,我很怕我坏了,无法固定。

我加入党:
我不擅长喝酒,当我喝醉了我会非常醉了,做的最愚蠢最尴尬的事情。不管怎样…
一个特定的时间我开始喝真的早,我去我男朋友家与朋友闲逛。我昏倒了在下午2点左右,我第二天早上醒来的时候不记得的事。人们告诉我我是拥有的,做这个奇怪的发抖的事情和我的眼睛,把我的衣服从.....行动再次拥有。
最糟糕的是我醒来,不记得的事。我是如此尴尬。还是……但老实说回想现在,它不可能是坏的…(对吗?
我只是一笑置之。第二天早上,我的一个朋友很好足够注意羞辱我是第二天早上,说“没关系,我们都做愚蠢的东西当我们喝醉了”。他的信心在那一刻已经使得这个记忆更可以承受的,上帝保佑他
我没有朋友的人了,奇怪的是让我感觉更糟发生了什么……但不管怎样。其他人的故事很有帮助。谢谢。

我读了一些评论和我没找到一个让我感觉更好,我酒的定义我知道我有一个问题,但喝太多有趣的它确实让一切更好的所以你可以想象我有很多尴尬的故事。例如……去沃利世界注意到我有蜱虫(吸血昆虫)在我头上问一位女士…完全陌生的人将它拔出来。她拒绝了所以我诅咒她。去一个酒店在海滩上想到了一个非常年轻的女孩打她爸爸和呕吐前池中试图对抗一群愤怒的暴徒。称为性交谈几个小时花了我640。美元。殴打我的朋友刷我的那么popullated党哭了盈方每个人导致他不得不去医院。用头蹭着吃我的FF的女孩。忘了我是性交,声嘶力竭地大喊想强奸我的女人。 Totalled my truck... in my driveway.... 2 many fat women to count. Called to police to take me to the store cause i was too drunk to drive- they actually obliged me. Kicked in an unlocked bedroom door-mine. Broke a friends jaw for touching my dog. Burt many pizzas falling asleep. Slept outside in extreme weather (tstorms/snowing) i could go on and on. The point is chosing to drink is human nature we've all been there we ALL do stupid things everyone who drinks will eventually do something stupid. Dont beat yourself up about it. YOU WERE DRUNK! Best thing you can do is drink some more and prove to yourself it doesnt happen everytime. Works for me. Party On!