最初，他在今年1月被诊断患有维生素D缺乏症，五年前被诊断患有多动症。当他陷入抑郁时，治疗师诊断他患有躁郁症。他告诉我，几年前他被认为是精神崩溃了。所以我只能继续我上次见到他时他告诉我的话。如果我们真的分手了，事情就好办多了。我给了他几次机会关闭这段关系的大门，但他说他想要我在他的生活中，我需要决定我是否能和躁郁症一起生活，因为他做不到。当然，上次当我想知道他最终是否还想再试一次时，他只是说他会考虑一下。从来没有说过我不想让你等，而是说他不希望我等。我确实相信，当时由于副作用和缓慢的进展，他已经失去了一些希望。他告诉我他们正在慢慢地进行。 He has also alluded to past traumas that he has only told his therapist about. We both train under the same coach and neither one of us is willing to move as the instructor only takes on specific students and he is one of the best so avoiding each other completely is not an option. I am just working on moving on for now but will try to stay open to the future. I know he is a good person that has lost his way. not much else I can do. It just is so hard when someone else holds your future in their hands.